College Girl : College senior Natalie Bloom is beautiful and ambitious, but also incredibly insecure and painfully uncomfortable with the subject of sex - let alone the act. She's awkward at developing friendships with girls, but it's sexual attention from boys that really makes her lose her cool. At age twenty, she's a virgin - never having had a boyfriend. Avoiding her peers, Natalie hides out most weekends in the library. That is, until she meets Patrick, her fantasy (she thinks) of a cultured, intellectual Prince Charming - and everything changes. But the more time they spend together, the more Patrick brings out her worst insecurities. Natalie loses her virginity before she's ready, and as their sexual activity escalates, Natalie's emotional responses become dangerously self-destructive. Ultimately, she must take extreme measures to reclaim her sense of self, her confidence, and her ambition.